Thursday, August 28, 2008 @7:31 PM
surviving this week was kind of torturous. with the holidays so within reach yet kinda still one week away. i need the holiday so badly to study for maths and history as well as completing ss pt which is so weird and messed up. i'm gonna lose it soon i swear.
1. study for history test
2. finish social studies pt
3. mug for maths test
4. finish RS proposal
5. house camp
6. confirmation
cause i refuse to do so badly ever again for any single maths test and feel like a
bloody asshole over maths again. so there.
confirmation next sunday some more. its a day to be happy naturally but its also a whole day gone which could otherwise be used to study. conflicted much. friday is house camp too. whole day gone as well. when school starts there's speech day too. gah.
i want the holidays to come and just swallow me so i don't have to keep worrying about everything i have to do and have not done. i'm suddenly feeling very irresponsible and very incapable of finishing anything that has been laid down infront of me.